what if I would read „the end“

in my own book

 

some few last pages left

the final letters

 

they´re calling out for you

so conjuring

 

and I cannot turn away

from your arrival

 

pain fills the night

steal the light out of my eyes

 

I try to understand

all your cruelty

 

the face down in my hands

can`t bear your cruelty

 

the way you closing in

I feel like fading

 

and your waft of agony

is so embracing

 

pain fills the night

Steal the light out of my eyes

 

Within this lonely fight

I know i`ll be alright

 

I know now why you´re here

I am not ready

 

The smiling to my fear

you´re looking gready

 

to let me know it ends

so already

 

and i know that you`re here

I am not ready

 

I am ready

Alright

So alright

I am ready…

NOT…